thoughts racing.

 

it’s a bit upsetting, that i have to
think more of you before i can move on.
can i not just stop, take a breather,
retreat, in hopes that maybe,
just maybe, i forget about you?
i’m talking broken hopes
and dreams and promises.
(i’m talking rejection, d.)
that’s what i want to forget.

i mean — why can my words not
flow, without you? am i so
weak, and
vulnerable, and
broken
so as to need support,
to need inspiration,
to need you?

but maybe i’m fooling myself.
but maybe i’m living in this lie, that
i need you, when really, i need
what i see in you,
(your strength, d,)
and how you make me feel
(human.)
and not actually you.
maybe i should say goodbye.

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